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 Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
I wanna whisper so faintly in your ear,
stay baby, stay with me, stay forever, don't leave.
I've cried myself to sleep too many nights,
am i the one for you.
it can't be, it can never be.
I feel like she's winning this tug of war.
I'm at the losing end.
My hands are getting tired, getting sweaty.
I'm losing hope.
When you smile when you're with her,
when you smile at her.
I feel so insecure, baby's not my baby anymore.
She's all you ever wanted and more.
She's so much better than me.
I can't fake a smile.
I don't like knowing that you may fall for her anytime.
Cause when that happens, where does that leave me?
Who's gonna love me?
Why must she tell you now?
Why take away everything now?
Now that I've started liking the idea of me and you together,
together for a long time...
Why must there be other people in this picture.
I just want it to be you and me.
Why do you have to feel for her?
Am I not good enough?
tell me what I'm doing wrong?
If I dressed like her, talked like her and acted just like her.
would you notice me?
I'm here, in front of you.
Waiting for you, eyes watering.
Heart bleeding, but still i'm waiting.
I can't let go.
You can't be just a friend.
My emotions for you run too deep.
I'm being dragged into this bottomless pit,
and I can't get out.
I don't wanna get out...
If it's not me you want,
please... let me go now.
Let me go fast.
I can't take another day, thinking she's the girl of your dreams.
I'm nothing but the girl next door.
Can't take another day of seeing you cry,
just cause you can't stand the fact that you might hurt her.
Who am I?
to you... i'm still invisible.
If only you could see, and feel with your heart
how much you mean to me.
Promise me one thing,
say you'll rmb me, rmb us, rmb everything we have been, could have been, and can be.
I hope you'll miss the kisses that we've had.
miss the feeling of my fingertips on your cheek.
miss the times I'd run my hand through your hair.
miss the times when we'd look into each others' eyes
seeing only the reflection of ourselves, seeing only you and I.
miss the feeling of our eyelashes fluttering upon each other's.
miss those times I put your hair in place, and told you it may never happen again.
miss the way your lips brushes against mine.
miss the smile that i thought only you could put on my face.
miss the hugs i'd give you at every chance I get.
miss the way your hands find my waist without me having to lead them.
miss wrestling and rolling around on your bed with each other.
miss our long lasting tickle fights that made us laugh til our tummy ached.
miss the fact that we'd drive each other crazy and still ended up with smiles, hugs and
loads of kisses.
miss the times that we were too lazy to go get food, so we wasted money
on ordering pizza instead.
miss the times when we'd sit in your room watching movies together.
miss every moment we snuggled and smiled with each other.
miss the way i'd curl up to my side not facing you, and you having
to tell me to turn around so you can see my "pretty" face.
miss the way i'd fall asleep in your arms and you spasming in your
sleep, keeping me awake.
miss the special thing we do with our noses,
I'll rmb that feeling for the longest of times.
But most of all, I hope that darling...
You'll miss me.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
imma love you long time baby |
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